Glückschmerz

what have you
done?

you are laughing
when another innocent man
is hanged?

delectatio morosa

on that bed
of evil thoughts
my morning
starts

i grow
and bloom
on such
a delectable
delicacy

butchered on
such a holiday
the gladiator's
oozing blood
flows on the
alleys

of my mind

epikhairekakos

seeing others fall
ruined
at the bottom of the
sea
floor

one delights
upon the death of
his enemy

this feeling
of
now " i am much better"

i have survived
and shall take
the pleasures upon myself

on those empty chairs
my sighs sit

Nemesis

a painful response to another's
undeserved good fortune--

envy,
the monster is taking you
to the land of
no return

it is where people
on their best apparel
burn themselves
to hell

the ashes speak
on names that must be forgotten

where can pleasure
be
at another's undeserved
success?

mudita

you look inside yourself
and you smile
the way things are growing
inside your mind
& body

i am looking at you
with all the joys in my heart
keeping your
beautiful smile
as a memory
that will push me through
in another door
of my history