FULL MOON ON TOP OF A CHAMPAGNE PALM'S TIP

there is a door
inside us
which we do not want
to open

there is a room there
where the ceiling
has no star

we want to keep that
door closed
forever

we wish we cannot
enter that room anymore

yet it is simply not possible
if i won't go in there
something inside me
dies

and something outside
myself
does not know how to
live anymore