FULL MOON ON TOP OF A CHAMPAGNE PALM'S TIP

i stopped for a while
looked around and reflected upon
what really matters
even for today: it is not you anymore
something keeps bothering me
it has nothing to do with you anymore
i want to insist that it is still you
and i reflected some more
deep down, thinking like a hermit
honestly, i must admit,
this is all about me
and i have not really understood it.