FULL MOON ON TOP OF A CHAMPAGNE PALM'S TIP

ou want to leave
yet you want to stay

you say you hate
yet your arms hold on for the loving

you want to live you want to die

you want to eat yet you have
doubt swallowing

you like to go somewhere else
yet when you arrive there you want to go home again

you see, life is both depressing and exciting

and you are both dead and alive
happy and sad, silent and noise within you all at the same time

you think you are an illusion
but you pinch yourself as real.