FULL MOON ON TOP OF A CHAMPAGNE PALM'S TIP

i go near the truth
as it is enticing
i face it
it is smiling and
then i like to speak
its name
i couldn't
i stutter
i am at a loss of words
it is my truth now
and i tremble
it is my whole being now
in that impending kiss
that well sought embrace
that love
that I've been missing
for long

it is both sweet and bitter
and then i surrender
back to the room where i
can be alone again

now the walls surround me
i am protected
from that storm that i
cannot face again

it is self-destructing
i could have exploded
destroying everything

safe in the house of
my body
i read a book and
then write
another poetry.