assurances on the last page of the book

i took away the dog ear.
which means, i am done.
I have walked through it.
And i am stopping somewhere
else. You are not there.
So i make some assurances
for the best end of a lifetime.
Oh, i have done good. Well
enough i have served. I have
slept well. The nights were
filled with stars. I counted
them all.
I am going to heaven.
You say it is just a belief.
A way of removing fear.
No it is not. It is the truth.
I am going to heaven.
I have a key. And you are
not there. I face a doorknob.
And you are not here. I am
opening a door. I am here.